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[Oct. 5th, 2004|01:07 am] |
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| | Sleep to Dream | ] |
Its like having a million thoughts runnng through your head that cant be settled, cant be focused...cant be unified. I need to eat my current life, chew it, and spit it out, hopefully to be as it was.
Who am i kidding...thats def. not possible, but i have to attempt, yah? I dont know fully and completely what i want right now, but i do know one thing. My life was definately working the way i had it before.
Its funny how 3 people, a 3 day weekend, and 3 events can run you into the ground. But at this point, i am stuck in the whole, trying my hardest to get out, i just dont know if i am truely working for anything on the outside. fuck it, i'll try anyway. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 28th, 2004|12:45 am] |
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i have been looking for peach flavored propel for a long time now....it tastes so good. |
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| well... |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|11:14 am] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The First Taste --Fiona Apple | ] |
Medicine doesnt taste so great does it?
oh, and btw...i got Lindsay Lohan's cell number with kyle a few days ago while shoppin at F.S. in santa monica....lol... |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|05:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Warnth --Incubus | ] |
It seems like some people are stuck in this toxic bubble where they see the world in total distortion, as if they are on top of everything....its quite pathetic.
They need to be popped. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|06:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sick Sad Little World --Incubus | ] |
Last night was one of the best nights ever...no matter how much i hate tigerheat and all the of the nasty, trashy people that go there, that fact that asher went with was awesome. I was also glad he had a good time.
party at Melahns tonight...people who she knows and likes should attend...ring my cell or kyles for directions...
"Mother fuckers are so nice....Suck my dick. Kiss my ass." what? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|05:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Criminal --Fiona Apple | ] |
As of yesterday, i have been reading Janice Dickinson's autobiography. And let me say that i absolutely love it! Reading it makes me want to do something important with my life, to take all the struggle and hardships i have had in life and turn them around to prove the doubters that what i want can and will be done. Yet again, I am forming a different outlook on life.
It feels so great to feel like you have discovered yourself, but you still add things in as you go along...so amazing...
Ah...today was the first day back to SMC for me...i have my first class at the airport campus, and parking there is a biiiiitch...well anyway, i saw a bunch of my good friends, and i also avoided a few ppl when i saw them....it was actually pretty fun busting a mission with Amy C. haha
peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|04:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sleep to Dream --Fiona Apple | ] |
Omg last night was so fun at diegos....sprawled out on his tennis court singing fiona at the top of our lungs....running around his golf course, and busting a kill bill with kyle....
last night boots came in handy for paris and i since everyone elses feet got all wet ;-p
holland and selena singing that damn peanut butter song
chiara, you were soooooooo right last night was going to turn out fun CHEAP WINE!!!!!! haha
damn i love my friends. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2004|04:52 pm] |
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| | rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | New --No Doubt | ] |
New, I'm so NEW... |
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| Updates I Guess... |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|02:26 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | Sweetest Goodbye --Maroon5 | ] |
I enjoy spending quality(shopping) time with my mom....when we go out shopping, its something we both like to do and we can talk about all kinds of stuff while doin it, cause we shop forever bouncin from mall to mall....i am beginning to realize that i am a lot like my mom in many ways, its kinda scary but kinda cool at the same time....we went to century city the other day and she got me a new Louis duffle and a Tumi duffle too....we went to that mall like twice that day (back and forth from home)
ooooh the bimmer is back, and my mom says i can drive it, BUT i have to pay the insurance on it...so we'll see how that goes :/ I am sure i will figure something out....325i convert. here i come!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow will be the best day ever!! I am goin to see INCUBUS FRONT ROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With Ashley, Kyle, Paris, Briton, Selena, and Holland!!!!!! its going to be so awesome! I can feel that it will prolly be my fav concert ever! FAB!!!
CHIARA!!!! <3 thanx for listening to my problems <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Make Yourself --Incubus | ] |
I have been tryin to get better for a while, but everytime i almost make it out something tries hard to bring me right back down so that i am just sad all over again. i wouldnt call myself depressed though, cause i definately wouldnt let myself get to that point.
we had a party at ashleys last night, it was awesome. i had a great time...it was a chance for me to not have to worry about ppl who would bring me down, cause they werent there. anyway, things are looking a little brighter...
until tonight. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
back from camp finally.
glad to be home.
i missed some people.
LA is good |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|06:44 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Warmth --Incubus | ] |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|03:06 pm] |
So i went with Kyle and Lori to catalina this weekend for some nice v.i.p. areaaaaa....awesome time...i am sooo tan now
Kyle and I came back on the Catalina Express on saturday, cause there were parties we were guest listed for...and that night was crazzzy |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|09:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Love song --The Cure | ] |
It sucks to be in a group of friends where everyone has drama with eachother besides you. So you become the one EVERYONE complains to...which isnt so bad...more than frustrating sometimes, because it becomes really easy to see how the drama is pointless to begin with. I guess Asher just drags a lot of drama along with him either way.
I suppose its still better to have everyone cool with me still rather than throwing me into the pit of fire with the rest of them.
Well no club this thursday...i hated breaking it to the girls, but they were pretty chill about it. But, i am gonna get to spend a great time with some friends that are amazing.... Lor Lor, and Kyle.
Actually, come to find out....i wouldnt have been goin to the club anyway...cause if i wasnt leavin with them, i would be going to dance camp...so everything worked out. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | Outrageous --Britney | ] |
Outrageous... My sex drive
Outrageous... My shopping sprees
Outrageous... We're on a world tour
Kyle, Lakota, Ian...
too.much.fun.
Party tonight...those who know, know...others are left to wonder. |
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| Marlon Brando will be remembered with the greatest... |
[Jul. 2nd, 2004|11:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
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| | Vouge --Madonna | ] |
Greta Garbo, and Monroe
Deitrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine
Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire
Ginger Rodgers, dance on air
They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, we love you
**Credits to Madonna** |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 27th, 2004|11:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sleep to Dream --Fiona Apple | ] |
The high point of my night consisted of this:
"I called to let you know I'm through with you." |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|06:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | On the Bound --Fiona Apple | ] |
I have been M.I.A. for a while, but with good reason...
I have been working on a major movie this past whole week...of course making more money than i would at my normal job...plus tons of over time...
But more importantly i get the exposure, kyle and i have both made good friends with the stars, ADs, APs, costume designers, and anyone else worth knowing...
Its a really exciting job...and the head costume designer wants to set up a metting with Kimora Lee Simmons (owner of baby phat) for us!! which is an amazing opp.
But more so than anything else...i will most likely be eligible for SAG now!!!! TOO FUCKING EXCITING!!!!
Huge party tonight in the valley...hope to see u there call if u want to go...hope its not list... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|10:29 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Dip it Low --Christina Milian | ] |
I have spent almost everyday with Asher...oh well, at least its fun...
I have to go to westchesters graduation today...i just dunno what i should wear...i'll figure somehting out.
more updates later... |
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| Beach Day |
[Jun. 12th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fast as You Can --Fiona Apple | ] |
I was sitting on the beach today, and a girl walked by me. As she walked by, felt that she was so calm and peaceful in her own mind. When she passes, all i could notice was the deep footprints she left in the sand that was slightly damp.
I began to think that her footprints in the sand were just like us treading our way through life and leaving an imprint on where we have been. But there's a catch. The footprints she left in the damp sand were slowly taken away by the tide that washes up. In some spots they washed away faster than in others...i am sure u get the picture
It feels so good to sit and think at the beach.
I have also decided to start trying to run every morning, just to make sure i stay in shape...anyone want to join??
I also got a call from a friend tonight (prolly drunk) telling me that they love me...well i love you too! it may have been too loud in the benz for u to hear my reply. |
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